Tempest

Monday, 15 January 2007

Exposed!!

eeeeeeeeh

And everyone immediately shuts out sound by pressing their ears as tightly as possible!

I've always been the loudest in every group (by default I end up among all soft spoken people....groan!) :) Not complaining...Its my adopted trademark now. I mean if you can't fight em' you might as well join em'!!
Am majorly digressing here. So, big groups...talking a whole load and making a fool of myself is something I've become an ace at. What I know for a fact undoubtedly is that singing is something I've always done in the private confines of the bathroom and singing is something I've never been good at and that singing is something I've always wistfully wished I could do and that singing is the one thing I would NEVER do in a crowd.
'Sing' they would say and I would cringe!
'Sing' would come the demand I'd think 'I disappear'.
'Sing' I'd hear and I'd run for cover...
All the while wondering how in the world people, even those who particularly aren't good at it do so with an uncaring gusto in a CROWD. Yes crowd here is the operative word.
And so, my newly adopted family at Harrow ordered 'Sing'
and I did.
I do know that I missed notes and I do know my voice shook and I do know that i was terrified.
But I also do know I sang.
Its an insignificant thing. I feel like laughing out loud. But, I never did imagine I'd ever get over this one inhibition.
Its silly, but I feel liberated.

Thanks Devilz. I believe we've already risen.

Posted by Pavitra :: 05:54 :: 9 comments